Why does every decision have to be a battle? Why can't I just have the wedding of my dreams? And further to the point... Why does everyone keep saying its 'all about what I want, because I am the bride', but than ignore my opinion and move forward with their own selection. Why is NOTHING what the bride wants?
And sadly everytime I step up and make a decision its met with an eye roll or a 'suggestion' of something better... even when my decision is a decision to compromise and give up what I really want.
I am almost at a point of 'just do it, and tell me when to show up'.
I met the florist last night... that was a bust. I just wanted someone to be excited and share ideas with me. I was feeling down and thought what a great idea... I would meet her and discuss flowers and options. I would even take a bouquet of flowers home with me... From Me, To: Me, but all I caught from her was attitude. It was too early to talk about flowers. I couldn't have tulips. And honestly she just seemed annoyed that I was in there bother her with my wedding questions. I really thought she would be excited to see me... a bride looking to spend some serious money, but no. So I have no florist, because I won't work with one more person that doesn't listen to what I want.
Stupid wedding... ruining my life.
Argh!
PS - I always said I wanted a marriage, I never said I wanted a wedding.
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