Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Things keep arriving!

I love getting packages. This afternoon Richard checked the mail and BAM another package. This time it was our invitations... our REAL invitations. They look great and I can't wait to address them and send them out... which is happening VERY soon. Eeeeeek! It makes it all so real once the invites go out... no backing out now its all official and shit.

Can we talk about that for a minute? I come from a very divided household, but I think I am mature enough to not be afraid of the shackles of marriage... but lately I am feeling very scared and anxious. I love Richard, he is the best thing that ever happen to me. He is my best friend and soul mate. I am lucky that he wants to spend his life committed only to me. I can't figure out where this intense fear is coming from our how to silence it. I had a mini panic attack last night at the thought of actually sending out the invitations.

Not looking for advice (or trying to be a downer) I just wanted to get that out... writing (typing) is very therapeutic... hence the 19 million blogs I have... hmmm...

Anyways... here is us carefully unpacking.








And me playing with the invitations... counting them, stacking them, re-counting them... rolling in them. I love stationary! Maybe that is my hesitation, I want to keep all the pretty paper to myself!

And because everything seems to happen in 'twos', remember the cake toppers AND the wedding proof?? I also got the rough sketch of our cariactures. Yay! This guy is an amazing artist... despite them not quite looking like us (keeping in mind it is all from pictures) the work is amazing and I can't wait to see the finished product (after a few slight revisions).

Check it out!
Do you think it looks like us???

That's it for today... I have a pile of work to do.

love!

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